super hyperventilation

WWWWAAAHHH!!!! piano exam in 3 days...and IM STRESSING!!!! *deep breathing then suddenly PANIC ATTACK* !!!! ARG!!! so screwd....><

got all this general knowledge crap inside my mind that i cant make sense of, atm its all mixed up and i cant tell wats wat...or wat belongs where...or watever....i cant think properly with all this music shit in my brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!! another panic attack...lol (for those of you who dont do piano, general knowledge is stuff the examiners ask you bout the songs you play eg. sutff bout the composer, period the song's in...etc...dun even know WHY they call it general knowledge cos generally....PPL DONT NEED TO KNOW THAT CRAP!!!! ><) lol...i need somewhere to vent my angerrrrr....GGGGRRRR!!! ><

hmmm....you know when you get all shaky and bouncy and nervous and crap because either:
a) something really excitings coming up and you cant sit still and you cant wait until watever that is happens.... OR
b) something really crappy is gonna happen and your totally dreading it...and getting all scared and screwd for it...and you cant sit still until that bad "thing" passes...
well, im currently b).....thats how i feel...each time i think bout my piano exam...im scared shitless...literally...so screwd.....

dun even know why im so scared...prob. cos its the first time im so NOT READY...and never had to memorise so much crap, but besides that...im perfectly fine...not!!! rawr....!!

how i wish it was thurs. 19th October 2006 already....