This is how my 13 years of school life ended...

Sooooooo....NO MORE SCHOOL....EVER!!!!!!! whooo..!
lol, but besides that, there are so many things i'll miss... like you and you and you...hehehhe
anyway, heres how i spent my last few days at school...lol, taking pictures!

esther and me

esther qian and me

esther and tim

isabel david and tim

isabel faridah and nancy

karleen qian esther me

me and davidme and tim

me and faridah

me and isabel
me isabel and david
me isabel and timme and nat
me+tim+david+isabel=FURTHER BUDDIES...lol
me and wendy nancy and metim david and metim kelvin david warren and mesarah+rachael+alyssa+isabel+me+nat+faridah=VCD BUDDIES..!! lol

and thats all the stupid internet can put up with atm....dress up day and grad photos still to come...lol

msn with God....lol

God: Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No, who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too ...

Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?

God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

God: Well, Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. Best wishes for a good day.

I PASSED!!!

yes...thats right...
after my second attempt at amus piano...i finally...
PASSED!!!!!! woot woot...=P

now the question is....

should i do lmus?!?!

Tomorrow is another day

Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow
For tomorrow will worry about itself

Matthew 6:27, 34

coverage of the last...few months

I think its bout time i updated a bit on this blog....keke

but before i say anything else...
SCREW YOU..!! u dont freaking know how long ive bloody waited...and still it seems ur talking to everyone else besides me...i know ur shy...but how shy can u get?!?!? even though ive tried...nothing will happen now..and its ur freaking fault..rawrrrr!!

anyway...since i last blogged...which seemed lyk a year ago, i...:

- went to Sydney with my family for holidays during christmas, we stayed at Albury/Wodonga for a night before driving up to Sydney...stayed there for bout a week...den drove down to Canberra where we stayed for a coupla nights then went home...sydney wasnt actually that good..cos everything was sooooo bloody EXPENSIVE!!! almost EVERYTHING was designer stuff such as Guess, Versace which meant that a pair of jeans were at least $200...so we didnt buy anything from sydney...even Macdonalds in Melbourne is cheaper than the ones in sydney...lol, thats sooo stupid, oh...and a weird thing is that they dont have boxing day sales!!!! nothing except restaurants and ONE Myer store is opened on that day...wth?!?!?!? thats really really really stupid... and..I BOUGHT MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BADGES!!! woot woot...=]
and we went to the opera house and darling harbour... also the parliament house in Canberra and this miniature garden thing...was quite cool...

- started driving with an instructor...then really randomly..after bout 5 lessons he said he was gonna go on a ship trip thing for bout 9 months around the world...sooo jealous..lol...so i started driving with my dad...i swear..he goes paranoid when i drive..argg..!!! but its really really funn =P

- went to aus. open...which was really cool...went with Rachel Sim, Qian and Esther..saw Djokovic, Mauresmo and Monfils...yea, that guy with the seriously crazy forehand that zooms past at 190km/h...phwoaaa!!

and thats actually bout it...plus some random stuff...lyk bumming round shopping centres etc.

and...i bought a my chemical romance poster!!! woot...lol, yea..im kinda obsessed...and it costed my $7.50 for just ONE poster...cos there werent much else in the mag. that i lyked...lol...im so stupid...but i lyk it =]

lol, this is the first time ive put up so many photos...

and these next ones follow a special request from a certain rachael so...cos shes been nagging and nagging and nagging me bout them...XP anyway...u get ur wish...

...and now my computer is stuffed...cant upload any more pics...
stupid computer.... =.=

My Chemical Romance coming to Australia!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm...havnt been updating this in quite a while, so been doing quite a few things since

firstly the yr 11 formal...

lol...all started at Qians place where she did my makeup for me...and tried to straighten my hair...but knowing its my stooopid hair, it doesnt go straight!! pissed me off a bit...anyway......her mum drove us to the golden sands place...and...I FORGOT MY BLOODY TICKET!!! rawrrr!!! but..they still let me in, cept mr. imam gave me a weird look...but...who cares...lol...the food there was crap, so was some of the music, but it was still a pretty enjoyable night...cept for one "thing" that happened near the end, which really pissed me off, but i found out something that i sorta needed and wanted to know...and that helped me...get over this... "person"...lalalala

other stuff i've been doing...
- band rehearsals...which are crappy
- ballet concert which was pretty crap...and also the fact that my feet were dead the nxt day, cos of stupid pointe shoes and because saturday was nearly 40 degrees...>< might upload some photos later........when i can be bothered...lol
- bumming around glen - bumming around knox -
bumming at home...lol

and...

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE HAS A SHOW IN MELBOURNE!!!

i soooo wanna go!! and the tickets are $56.50...which are relatively cheap compared to other band shows...but relatively expensive compared to the money i hav...and the money that my parents MAY give me... i wannna goooo...!!!

lol...anyone wanna come with me? =P

freeee!!

FREEE!!!

how good is that feeling!?!?!? lol...cept most of you might not be experiencing it yet...but exams hav FINISHED!!! for me anyway...lol and a coupla other pplz...

YAAAY!!!

now ive got nothing to blog bout...lol