100 questions and a waste of my time...lol

Today Did You--
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like online today?
nooo...
2. Realize anything new?
umm...that im totally screwd for vcd?!?!
3. Talk to an ex?
nup
4. Miss someone?
umm...maybe...dunno

LAST PERSON WHO-- wat happend to queston 5?!?!?
6. Saw you cry?
my parents...
7. You went to the movies with?
hahah!!! christine and david t...cos we were being random and wanted to wag BAND!! =P
8. you went to the mall with?
hmm...my mum
9. You said "I love you" to and meant it?
you...lol
10. Who made you laugh?
umm....cant remember...me laugh too much..lol...see?!?!
12. Called you in the middle of the night?
wat happend to question 11?!?? =.= umm..no one
13. Do you have a crush on someone?
HAHAHAHA!!! yes..you!

JUST PLAIN QUESTIONS--
14. What book are you reading now?
sum manga comic book...called "NANA" ..lol, im serious!
15. Best feeling in the world?
feeling loved....!!
16. Favorite location?
umm...dunno...
17. piercing/tattoos?
eyebro ring! how cool wud that be??! for tats...hmm...i lykt those really kool patterns that go around your arm...
18. What are you most scared of right now? my vcd folio...lol...yea its got a scary face
19. Where do you want to get married?
lol..dunno
20. Who do you really hate?
you!!...kidding!!!..lol
21. does anyone hate you?
gee...i hope not
22. Do you like being around people?
yea...
23. Have you ever cried?
lol...hmm, i think so!
24. Are you lonely right now?
lol...not really...too concentrated on my stupid vcd folio to care..lol
25. Song stuck in your head right now?
none...atm
26. Been on radio/TV?
lol..nup
27. Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you?
lol....all the time..even right know
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
not really...
29. How many beds did you lay in yesterday?
wth? one...
30. What color shirt are you wearing?
blue....
31. Name three things that you do every day?
i...eat...and i...sleep...and i think about him...HA! nooo...i breathe...yea..
32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
lol..i duno i haven't counted...but not a lot
35. Who got you to join myspace?
lol..it's a waste of time
36. What did you have for dinner last night?
rice and vegies and meat..lol
39. What web site do you visit the most?
me hotmail...stkilda website...kaka website =P
40. Do you have plants in your room?
no...
41. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
not really...
42. Where was your last cab ride?
in hk
43. What's your favorite starbucks drink?
dunno..lol
44. Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex?
guess not...

1. NAME ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ?
um...theres a scar on my leg...me and my friends were sitting on her desk and it broke...and i got cut on my leg from it...lol
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
posters...and my artworks..
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
err...
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
punk..emo...rock..
5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
sum circus wallpaper...from my bro...
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
my folio to be finished....lol
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
peeps
8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
round 2 in the afternoon
10 WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP?
pfft
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
depends on how dark...and where
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself...lol
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
dunno...
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
dont really care...a guy with one green eye andblue wud be kool
15. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS? lol..dunno
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? energy drinks!
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?cheese...lol..lots of cheese...
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE? cookies and cream icecream =P
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
umm..prob my mum...lol...cant remember
20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
canto
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
dun remember
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?
lol...i dont know!!
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nup
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
dont really care...
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
lol...BMW M5
27. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
er...good???? haha!
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
dunno...
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
umm...be a really really reallly reallllly reallllllllllly realllllllllly realllllllllllllllllllllllly realllllllllllllllllllllly good friend...lol
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED?
1684...lol
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
dont care...=S
32. WHO IS THE ONE PERSON YOU CALL OFTEN?you...lol
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU? u...hahah! nah...things that annoy me
34. HAVE YOU BEEN TO THE U.S.A ?
nope...
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?umm...procratinating...lol
36. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU RECIEVED?
umm...dunno....bday pressies???
37. FIRST JOB?
lol...don't haf one
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yea...lol
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
my vcd folio
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
hmm...dunno..
41. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE?
hahah....lol
42. DESCRIBE YOUR FAVOURITE PEOPLE
everyone that i know...lol
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? cry...haha...dunno..dont really care
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
umm...dunno...everything...lol
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
two??? havnt planned that far ahead...
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
lol..nup
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? nooo...
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
i have a fav finger ?!?!?!?!
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last sunday...lol
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
nah...lol

so yes...complete waste of time...which i cud hav spent oworking on my folio....but i cudnt resist adding this in...lol

im such an idiot...=.=

super dooooooper boredomness

1. Put your music player on shuffle

2.Press forward for each question

3.Use the song title as the answer to your question

4.NO CHEATING!!

1. how am i feeling today?

bad day - something corporate...(maybe soo..)

2.Where will i get married?

a bid farewell - killswitch engage...(doesnt make sense =S)

3.What is my best friends theme song?

my heart your hands - from first to last

4. what is/was highschool like?

to live is to die - lacuna coil (riiiite...so wat school is..lol)

5.What is the best thing about me?

within temptation restless - evanescence

6.How is today going to be?
the gift - seether

7.What is in store for this weekend?

when a dead man walks - lacuna coil (once agn...no sense..)

8.What song describes my parents?

jack the ripper - my chemical romance (HAHAHA!)

9. How is my life going?
saints and sailors - dashboard confessionals

10.What is the song they will play at my funeral?

street car - funeral for a friend (...such an appropriate band name...total coincidence!!!)

11.How does the world see me?

anyway you want it - rise against (lol..sure!!!)

12.What do my friends really think of me?

starseed - our lady peace

13.Do people secretly ever lust after me?

get is faster - jimmy eat world (hahah!)

14.How can i make myself happy?

wildest dreams - iron maiden

15.What should i do with my life?

sugar we're going down - fall out boy (yes....going waaay down..lol)

16.Will i ever have children?

dont wait - dashboard confessionals (TOTAL COINCIDENCE!!! I SWEAR!!!)

17.What is some good advice?

stay tonight - matchbook romance (yes...do that =S)

18.What do i think my current theme song is?

your own disaster - taking back sunday

19.What does everyone think of my current life?

secrets dont make friends - from first to last

20.What type of men/women do you like?

choke on this - sense fail

21.Will you get married?

truth of my youth - new found glory

22.What should i do with my love life?

sweetness - jimmy eat world

23. Where will you live?

you can run, but we'll find you - matchbook romance (you retard stalkers!!!! =P)

24. What will your dying words be?

predictable - good charlotte

25.When i'm having sex i say

even in death - evanesence

26.When i meet a girl/boy for the first time i say

eyelash wishes - all american rejects

27.When my parents are angry i say

broken english - rise against (ROFL!!!)

s
o bored...just wanted to get my mind off my piano exam...

plus, some of those actually make sense....

"when my parents are angry, i say things in broken english...HAHAHAHA)

super hyperventilation

WWWWAAAHHH!!!! piano exam in 3 days...and IM STRESSING!!!! *deep breathing then suddenly PANIC ATTACK* !!!! ARG!!! so screwd....><

got all this general knowledge crap inside my mind that i cant make sense of, atm its all mixed up and i cant tell wats wat...or wat belongs where...or watever....i cant think properly with all this music shit in my brain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!! another panic attack...lol (for those of you who dont do piano, general knowledge is stuff the examiners ask you bout the songs you play eg. sutff bout the composer, period the song's in...etc...dun even know WHY they call it general knowledge cos generally....PPL DONT NEED TO KNOW THAT CRAP!!!! ><) lol...i need somewhere to vent my angerrrrr....GGGGRRRR!!! ><

hmmm....you know when you get all shaky and bouncy and nervous and crap because either:
a) something really excitings coming up and you cant sit still and you cant wait until watever that is happens.... OR
b) something really crappy is gonna happen and your totally dreading it...and getting all scared and screwd for it...and you cant sit still until that bad "thing" passes...
well, im currently b).....thats how i feel...each time i think bout my piano exam...im scared shitless...literally...so screwd.....

dun even know why im so scared...prob. cos its the first time im so NOT READY...and never had to memorise so much crap, but besides that...im perfectly fine...not!!! rawr....!!

how i wish it was thurs. 19th October 2006 already....

invisible girl

Walking around with shadows swirling, covering and swallowing her

Around him, next to him, always with him

Forever invisible to his eyes

Nothing without him, yet empty with him

Always the invisible one

Floating around, full of wishing from her heart

Mind and soul encrafted into the dreams

Words fill her mouth as he draws near

Passing under his eyes withoiut even a glance

Once again the invisible one

From the start of days to the end of time

Changing no differences, making no impacts, struggling on

Unnoticed by him, lost to him

Disappearing fast without his thoughts

Forever the invisible one